Maslow and Me

Maslow is on my mind. He has a great human needs concept that I have heard about since high school. Unconsciously, I have been aware through the years that there are certain steps a person should take throughout life in order to be come self-actualized.

Last year, my mother and I had a wonderful talk about life in general, and she spoke of something that she had learned as a child: Responsibility and self-actualization. Mom said she never had a problem with making her own path through life regardless of others opinions because she absolutely knew who she was, and accepted full responsibility for her choices and actions. As she spoke, she wrote down on a piece of paper her two 'secrets' of life. They were hung up as a reminder in a personal area to view each day. Consciously through out this year I have worked to be 'self-actualized' and responsible for my decisions.

It wasn't until two weeks ago while writing a term paper about Hospice Care (which will be my nursing speciality), that a full understanding came as to how important it is to be self actualized. I wrote of my father's death and how amazing it was to watch him reconcile with leaving so many dear people, beloved places, and belongings one by one. He went graciously and with dignity. He seemed to realize that he was keeping that which was most important; the gospel and his family. He had self-actualized! He had completed all of Maslow's steps, had done what was necessary in life, had taught well, and loved well.

One night, during a father-daughter moment, Dad said that he had told me many times of his love and acceptance, but until that knowledge internalized, he did not know of any other way to further express his feelings. What he was asking me to do was to self-actualize.

The funny thing about this all is that Dad never did have a great love for psychiatrists. He loved the Gospel of Christ, and in that, all the answers were there. His message was clear: reconcile yourself with Christ, live his commandments, be obedient, and things would work out.

So, we learn so differently from each other, and how we learn takes us down such individual paths. I am grateful for time, and second chances.

Spring Cleaning

In my Growth and Development Class, Maslow, Erickson,Kohlberg and Freud have been studied pretty heavily. They have some pretty amazing ideas, some good and other's pretty confusing. As I was thinking about some of those ideas the other day, my thoughts took a unique turn. There have been experiences that have stayed years too long, un-appreciated people that still lurk around the corner, and thoughts that have grown more fragrant than necessary! It was time to spring clean! One by one, all of these were gathered up, and as they were thrown into my garbage can, they were forgiven, but firmly told that they were no longer welcome. It was time for them to go. They had taken such liberties! They were outrageously domineering! I had to keep dusting them off like grandma's precious knick-knacks on the shelf...unwanted, but certainly antique and of worth!

The garbage man did a good job of taking them to the dump, or it is a long ways a way!

My Father, Reese Kern

When I was a little girl, my daddy was my hero. My first memory of him was walking home from work and sweeping me up to give me a hug. I loved being with him, and sought his approval. As in this picture of the two of us, he read to me and to the family, and his voice still resonates today. I will miss him. I will miss his late night talks, his laughter, and his caring ways. He was my advisor and my trusted friend. I will miss his father's blessings, and wisdom to help me through the tough times. I think I will always be a Daddy's Girl in my heart.

Dad....I love you, and I miss you already.

Happy Birthday Brigitte

Happy belated birthday to Brigitte! I have loved being her mom. She was a beautiful child and very gentle. Her are some of the things I love about her....

B- big attitude (in a good way) :D

R- righteous, she has always tried to be obedient and has a solid testimony of the gospel

I- inspiring, she helps me to become a better person and mother

G- great fun, she has always been fun to be around

I- intellectual, I am amazed at how she is always stretching herself and loves brain power

T- tough, also in a good way, because it helps her get through things

T- totally beautiful! .... and sexy, but don't tell anyone I said that!

E- example, to her brothers and sisters, of strength and courage

Fathers Day

This is a tribute to all of the men in our family. They are terrific sons and fathers and I greatly appreciate them all. Love you all!

Howard

Rusty

Woody

Preston

Jayson

Years ago, I knew of three ladies in the ward who were all able to buy new furniture! They each drove to Salt Lake City at different times and bought the couch and living room furniture of their dreams. When my friends had the furniture delivered, I, and they, were surprised to see that they had each ordered the exact same stuff! It was then that I decided that if ever I was to be so fortunate, I would not choose something that someone else would even remotely choose! I like being different. This year, I was finally able to work with a decorator for the 1st time in my life. This is my new furniture minus the finishing touches and the gigantic mirror over the fireplace. I was going for a traditional look that would blend in with my antiques. I am pretty happy with it and Kyla thinks it looks FANTASTIC!

Wanted!!

Hey I have been looking for this picture of Jesus. If you know where to find it please contact me. This was a picture that my mother gave to Rusty when he was a little boy. It hung in his room for years. Rusty used to wonder why there was a picture of a boy hanging in his room, it wasn't until after his mission that he realized that there was a halo on the boy and that it was Jesus. A few years ago, my mother found a new picture that I had framed for Rusty's boys. Unfortunately, I did not get one for myself and cannot find one now.